Frissell Toni. Weeki Wachee Spring, Florida. 1947.



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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Destination






Machu Picchu (1912)







Machu Picchu. My number one destination.




Look closely and see the face of a man

The Dream is Dreaming Itself

My brother is amazing. Here is something he wrote.


Sunday, August 26, 2007


life is a dream (theory)

Feeling life is a dream matrix built of imagination. All of realities forms and experiences are manifested dream archetypes reflecting emotion, thoughts, actions, and beliefs. All is one. Life is a dream. We are walking through our imagination.
Emotions, thoughts, actions, and beliefs are attractors for reflective manifestation. They are the self-fulfilling vehicles of karma. Fear attracts fearful experiences. Worry attracts more worry. Jealousy attracts jealousy. Freedom attracts freedom. Love attracts love.
The radiant and reflective karmic nature of the dream teaches one to become increasingly aware that ALL IS GOD. Everything that we experience in our dream is GOD and is perfect. All is exactly a perfect reflection of oneself. We are GOD. We are the ONE. We are already in the dream playing the most amazing game.
Both suffering and pleasure are perfect experiences teaching our soul to surrender(non-attatch) into an unconditional loving symbiosis with its no-self that exists beyond the ego and seperation created by belief and thought. As we learn to let go into symbiosis, our dream reality continually shifts and attracts symbiotic experiences. Through the cause and effect teachings of karma, our soul learns that all the dream is one and all that is benefit to the macro-dream is of benefit to its own personal micro-self.
Life is a dream and when we become lucid in life it is exactly the same as becoming lucid in a nights dream. Infinite freedom. Pure radiation. Perfect reflection. Attraction. How many times have you been dreaming while asleep and felt that it was really happening to you in daily life and woken shocked that something so real could have been all in your head? Could all experience is a dream? A dream of limitless light and sound energy that is only as solid or limited as our belief systems. To become totally lucid in our dream is to surrender beyond the duality of belief and thought and achieve infinite dream freedom through no-self.
Relax. Take a deep breath, let go, and unclinch your atoms. Let all tensions melt away into liquid and light so that you can dwell beyond all belief and thought in the kundalini of clear emotion. This is the untainted radiation and reflection of crystal clear primordial awareness.
Superconductive resonation is being with zero resistance and zero attachment. It is being without any concious or subconcious beliefs or thoughts and thus dreaming free from the from the limitations of the fears and desires of belief/thought programs. Superconduction is total relaxation into the present moment. When one becomes a superconductor, one has become enlightened and reached the perfectly radiant and reflective light and sound bodies of clear emotion and clear action. One has become a lucid dreamer of infinite freedom. The superconductive experience is beyond the judgments, identity, and concepts of beliefs. Superconduction is the experience of being pure awareness when all belief and thought is surrendered. All belief is attached or resisted through tension. The superconductive state is achieved by simply letting go and relaxing into the present moment of infinitely free energy that exist everywhere NOW always.
Conductive resonation is energy flowing through ones being with resistance and attachment to belief /thought programs. Conductive resonation is a state of tension. Conductive resonation creates an experience of limitation. One is living within the limits of intention based on the desires and fears of ones belief systems and/or one is simply a victim to the belief systems replaying themselves as achetypical dream experiences. Conductive resonation is the cause of the aging, degeneration, suffering, death, and rebirth of samsara. Samsara is created by ones karmic attachment and resistance to belief systems.
Belief systems are attachments and resistance of fear/desire to thoughts and emotional states. Beliefs are tensions. Beliefs create the illusionary ego and seperation into the concuctive state. Attached belief systems replay themselves as the dream archetypes of samsara. Belief is the root of all suffering.
Tainted emotion is the conductive(tense) feeling of energy in motion. Tainted emotion is the feeling that results when energy is limited by resistance and attachment to belief/thought systems. This tension results in the tainted emotional feelings of anger, fear, jealousy, worry, ect.
Tainted thought is thought influenced by the desires and fears of belief systems. The attachment and resistance to these beliefs constrict superconductive resonation into a conductive experience of tension and restless mind chatter contemplating the past and future. Often this causes ones awareness to experience an objective reality in which it believes it is separate to all other forms within the dream matrix and bound to certain limitations. Belief /thought systems tarnish the perfectly radiant and reflective nature of clear realization with concepts and judgments.
Tainted action is the reaction to tainted thoughts and emotions created by ones clinging to belief.
To meditate is to liberate from the tension of resistance and attachment. It is the practice of letting go. Meditation allows one to achieve complete superconductive relaxation of clear emotional awareness. Meditation is surrender into relaxation beyond all belief/thought. We are only limited by our beliefs. Meditation is the process of letting go of beleifs.
Superconductive unified breathing = zero resistance on the inhale, zero attachment on the exhale, and a unified connection(no pause) between the inner and outer breaths. This breath involves no control. It is the soul being "breathed" by the universe. Divine inspiration. All obstructions are perfectly reflected in ones breath. Superconductive resonation/breathing can be achieved through the unified breath meditation taught by Buddha. Meditation relaxes one into the clear emotion of pure awareness. This relaxation brings one into touch with divinely radiant heart intuition and instinct. This is being feeling beyond all belief and thought.
There is no such thing as bad(evil) energy. The immediate experience of unobstructed energy is pure pleasure beyond comprehansion. Suffering is always resistance or attachment to energy.
Surrender may feel like death, as ones identity is associated with ones belief systems. As the belief/thought systems dissolve into the relaxation, ones fears and desires often come to the surface and are experienced before they are surrendered. This is the 'healing crisis' or 'die off reaction' where symptoms of obstruction may flare up before they are released. There is nothing to fear but fear itself. Fear is tension. Fear is the only thing that ever dies. Fear only exists in the clinging to the past and future of thought and belief. The present moment of NOW is eternal bliss(nibbana) awareness and is always here now everywhere. The truth is we are totally safe. Awareness is immortal.
The key is to surrender all beliefs and be spontaneous inspiration. Realize reality is limitless dream flow. Accept whats going on as perfect teaching and take responsablity for its creation. Forgive completely and let go. Do not cling. Do not fight or battle as the reaction of resistance feeds the root tension and creates a persistance of the suffering. Surrender all to the gravity of free love. Upon letting go of thought and belief, the radiation of the hearts intuition and attraction of the untainted instinctual senses become the guiding flow through the dream odyssey. Do what you feel attracted to and feel what you attract to you.
Awareness can be imagined as water that has evaporated from the unified ocean of NOW(zero point) and precipitated into a perfectly reflective spherical drop of water. A drop of pure water is capable of morphing into any shape that its surrounding environment creates, flows and radiates in relaxed surrender to gravity(attraction-love), is a perfect mirror that visually and molecularly reflects energetic vibrations, is capable of dissolving waveforms and particles into solution, and is nourishment to all Earthly life forms. Water droplets spontaneously relax into gravitational flow. Water automatically unifies with the rivers of surrender. All rivers lead into perfect fluid integration with the great ocean of the infinite NOW(zero point). One can unify like a drop of water returning to a river and flow in superconductive coherence through the dreamscape and into to the ocean with every breath. Instantaneous surrender to gravity(radiant-attractive-..love) and perfect reflection is the nature of purified water. When awareness is liberated into clear radiance/reflection and fluid surrender through complete non-attachment and zero resistance, one is awakened to the dream of infinite freedom. The dream is dreaming itself.

So True


"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned" 
 
- Buddha

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